Time needs to just pause. I really cant believe how BIG my sweet babies are. I cant believe how blessed I am to be their Mommy and I cant THANK my husband enough for supporting me enough to know that being at home with them is the greatest gift he could ever give me.
I have been so busy with work lately that sometimes I feel like a horrible Mommy and not making enough time for them. I have a schedule and I stick to it but I feel like they need more of me. So for the pass few weeks I’ve come to realize that I will always have work… no matter what it is… it will always be there BUT my kids… they are growing before my eyes and they come first no matter what. So…. I’ve make sure to take time… a lot of time during the week to spend it with them. Whether it be running around the house playing super heros, coloring time, reading books, teaching them new things, going out to play, and even laying in bed with them to watch a movie or their favorite t.v. show.
To My Sweet Boy…. you cant imagine the love I have for you…. its beyond words how much you have filled my life with complete joy. You have the sweetest soul… and you protect your sister and I like we are your trophies. You wouldn’t dare to leave your sister or go to bed without giving me a BIG hug, kiss, and tell me just how much you love me. You melt my heart over and over again. Your latest thing is to come to me, giving me a big hug, and say “Mama… do you know that your the bestest Mama in the world ever?”…. with your big brown eyes and your sweet smile. As much as you love me… the love you have for your sister is out of this world. Always protecting her, helping her, consoling her, loving her, and making sure she always knows that you will be there for her no matter what is such an AMAZING site to see. I love how big your imagination is… I don’t want you to ever loose that. You can play all day long alone with your super heros just making up scenes and a whole storyline. My favorite time of the day is early morning… around 5am when you come over to my bed… you snuggle right in between me and your Daddy and the only way you can fall back to sleep is to feel me close to you… you make sure you can feel my heat and caress my face… while mumbling… I love you Mama. Oh… my sweet boy… you have no idea just how much I love you.
To My Pretty Princess… ohhh…. your gonna give me a run for my money. You have the kindest soul but your VERY independent. You like to figure things out all on your own… your famous line right now is “I do it”. You love to play with your brother and run around with him when he’s acting crazy around the house. You are VERY much a girlie girl though… you LOVE your babies, purse, carriage, your dresses, “jewelry”, make up, hair bows, and painting your nails. I love every bit of it! We play Princess Tea on a daily basis and you always make sure your the “Mommy”. Your Daddy is your world…. your face lights up every time you see him…. and though this is very much true… I LOVE that when your hurt or not feeling good… only Mama can make it all better. When you want something… their isn’t a soul that can change your mind. You are super smart and so beautiful! I have no idea what I’m gonna do with you when you hit 16 but I look forward to spending every day of my life watching you grow. You have no idea how your sweet smile melts my heart…. how your “I love you too”… makes my heart skip a beat.
My babies… I’m honored to be called your Mama. I love you both to the Moon and Back!
































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